I want to take a moment and take on something here , something that I did n’t conceive could be true until I was hook up with .
As last mentioned in thestoryof Will ’s proposal , I did n’t consider myself the marrying variety . I was never one to dream about my wedding twenty-four hours , I never buck out magazine varlet of my dream wedding dresses or imagined life as a Mrs. when I was a wee one .
Quite simply , I felt commitment was more ( most ) important , and the deep commitment that Will and I shared outweighed anything a bit of newspaper could say about us . We were hubby and wife before the State of California ever say we were husband and wife .
When we decided to get wed — after love a long engagement where I could scarcely bring myself to talk the Good Book “ fiancé ” because it sounded so foreign — I did n’t think anything would deepen . We ’d known each other for 10 year … been date for half that … already living together and raise animals and playing farm .
But you get it on what ? After we were wed , somethingdidchange . I ca n’t quite put my finger on it . It felt like something on the spur of the moment open up in my heart … I did n’t think it was possible to have intercourse someone even more , and I specially did n’t think I ’d feel socomplete . The time to come feels a picayune different , and in a really amazing way . It ’s not a affair of varnish the deal with another pack on my finger , or even being a married woman ( and now , I can barely utter the news “ wife ” even though “ husband ” is start out to roll off the clapper more easy ) .
It ’s just … bliss .
